RIP SARAH COOKIE WOODKE

We had to put Sarah down today

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Ohhh to be young, it sounds like so much fun.

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It’s been busy so far, working mostly. I love working at Target, well as much as one could possibly love a job. It pays to bills so to speak. I’m watching Law and Order….SHOCKER.

Chris Niebuhr and I are dating:] I like him a lot, he’s funny and nice and lol, just great It’s good stuff. I think it’s funny that I tried to get with his brother Ryan forever. lol.

Ashley Sapieja, what an attention whore. I LOVE RUNNING, I’M SO GREAT, I LOVE RUNNING. BLAH BLAH BLAH. Gosh, shut up nobody cares!

Sarah isn’t doing so good! She has a huge tumor on her stomach. Mom thinks its like breast cancer. I can’t believe this. Too bad everything can’t be great for long. Don’t get your hopes up because something could go wrong. I’m not cynical, I believe in God, I believe in love. But God works in mysterious ways, and even though he has a reason or plan for everyone, it doesn’t make it any less difficult. I don’t want Sarah to die. I love her, but if she’s suffering I understand, but I don’t want this to hurt. I don’t like hurt.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? And what am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re ok?

That’s life, I guess. It’s a never ending chronicle with changing possibilities and outcomes, choices and decisions. The world keeps turning and life goes on. Never ever changes, but nothing ever says the same. Suppose you were in someone else’s shoes, your mother’s, your father’s, sister’s….. EVERYTHING would be different. I know that God put me in THIS life because he specifically chose it for me. Why? I don’t know….

I’m just tired, you know? Nothing new. I think I might be depressed. I’ve thought this for awhile, but I don’t want to tell anyone…… too much commotion and drama. … along with everything else.

good luck life.

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