Ohhh to be young, it sounds like so much fun.

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It’s been busy so far, working mostly. I love working at Target, well as much as one could possibly love a job. It pays to bills so to speak. I’m watching Law and Order….SHOCKER.

Chris Niebuhr and I are dating:] I like him a lot, he’s funny and nice and lol, just great It’s good stuff. I think it’s funny that I tried to get with his brother Ryan forever. lol.

Ashley Sapieja, what an attention whore. I LOVE RUNNING, I’M SO GREAT, I LOVE RUNNING. BLAH BLAH BLAH. Gosh, shut up nobody cares!

Sarah isn’t doing so good! She has a huge tumor on her stomach. Mom thinks its like breast cancer. I can’t believe this. Too bad everything can’t be great for long. Don’t get your hopes up because something could go wrong. I’m not cynical, I believe in God, I believe in love. But God works in mysterious ways, and even though he has a reason or plan for everyone, it doesn’t make it any less difficult. I don’t want Sarah to die. I love her, but if she’s suffering I understand, but I don’t want this to hurt. I don’t like hurt.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? And what am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re ok?

That’s life, I guess. It’s a never ending chronicle with changing possibilities and outcomes, choices and decisions. The world keeps turning and life goes on. Never ever changes, but nothing ever says the same. Suppose you were in someone else’s shoes, your mother’s, your father’s, sister’s….. EVERYTHING would be different. I know that God put me in THIS life because he specifically chose it for me. Why? I don’t know….

I’m just tired, you know? Nothing new. I think I might be depressed. I’ve thought this for awhile, but I don’t want to tell anyone…… too much commotion and drama. … along with everything else.

good luck life.

Add a comment June 17, 2010

Trips

I NEED to raise so much money for FL/NYC trips. Better get fundraising!!

Add a comment November 10, 2009

Life…. Cheer up

It was so nice out today, I did ALL of my Trig. homework-sat outside-and almost finished my AP English homework. However, I can’t shake this depressed feeling off. I hate having mono, and not being able to play hockey. I love playing hockey :] It’s just so…. UGH! I want to play in the Powder Puff game, and I don’t know if I can… Also, I STILL need to ask about Florida for spring break, shit I keep forgetting to ask.

Anyway, I’m trying to keep busy, so I don’t think about stuff. I read New Moon, and I’m on page 155… I think…. Or something close to that. Although, Bella is depressed for the majority of the book so far, because Edward left. So it’s not very uplifting so far. But, it’s getting better.

I feel like I’m missing out on so much because I’m sick…..UGH!!! I need to stop thinking….. It’s bad.

Add a comment September 27, 2009

Is This Home. Am I Here for a Day or Forever?

Home.

I have mono.

I read Twilight in 2 days; It was captivating. I enjoyed the book a lot more than the movie. Edward Cullen is this perfect guy, I think that every girl wants- that’s what made the book a hit. I’m going to read New Moon today, once Becky brings me the book. I’m excited to read it, I hope it’s as good as the first book.

I hate being sick, I hope I can still do Open Mic with David, but right now, I don’t think I’ll be able too :[ I can’t play hockey for awhile. I hope I’ll be able to play sometime this season.

I don’t want to think about it…. It’s too stressful. Come on Becky….. Bring me that book.

Add a comment September 26, 2009